not the best week

this has not been the best week of my life. a friend, co-student, co-worker revealed serious feelings for me that i do not share... thus making our current and future interactions a bit awkward... left me feeling like a jerk because i couldn't reciprocate

felt pretty depressed about it the next few days. wish i could choose to like him, but i just don't. even though he's a very very nice, respectable good person - the spark isn't there for me. i felt pretty crappy about it because he'd obviously prepared this long speech and had been stressing about it for awhile.

poop.

i also miscalculated how much money i'd be making with my new schedule, forgetting to subtract taxes - and then there are the two weeks that i missed from work, being sick

= i'm broke!!