burrow deep,

Do you ever feel like you are living outside of your life, looking in? Like you're just living a "test life?" That's obviously cliche, but it's cliche for a reason.

I'm tired of living test lives.

I'm tired of trying out different careers, different relationships, different homes, different interests, different activities, different friends, and watching myself adapt ...

Does that mean I'm old?

I'm so TIRED!

I usually crave the new, the challenging, the exciting.

Now I just want to settle in, sink in, travel inward, let my heart rest, just be here, be calm,

Be in my nest. Is that depression, or just maturity?

I love my guy. And I think I want to nest with him, here, for a very, very long time.

I want my heart to have a home.